Responsibility

This morning I promised my sister that we would go to the Penang hill.But as it turned out there were some problems I was unable to overcome.When I told her that we had to cancel our trip I could clearly see the look of disappointment on her face.Then it hit me that lately I’ve caused her that look more than I ever wanted to.Since I got back much of her needs I’ve failed to attend to.Perhaps I was too selfish dwelling myself in my own luxury with friends that I forgot I have a responsibility as a sister.When my elder sister was here things were different, she was mostly in charge of everything :and plus she was good at it.I feel I have failed..of course im not saying im going to give up,but I feel the responsibility left for me is just overwhelming and perhaps I should be more sensitive towards my sis.I don’t know what she thinks of me but I hope she understands I never meant to fail her on purpose…I guess being the big sister is quite a challenge and one must be committed to take the responsibility…after all the most important and sweetest bond of all is the one of families..without them we are no body…