'stuck'

its been quite a while since i wrote..well mostly because i was away from home..and it isnt really as easy to access a computer with availability to blog at taylor's..:Pbut honestly ,there is another reason that have been keeping me from writing...bloggers block!:Pwell yea..its true..ive heard of writers block...and now..its my turn to eperience a more lethal form of that sort...
not just blog...lately i feel im 'stuck' at many things...and i have to depeng solely on my mood swings to do things...and we all know what happens then...
there is also another reason as to why i havent posted any entry...i realise there is much i have to offer the readers of my blog(hehe if they are any)..i dont want my blogs to be empty and vague..but at the same time..i never want to write especially for people to read...(the is a saying that goes,*a good writer write to understand and not in order to be understood*,err hope i didnt get that wrong.As i write i want to explore things,happenings around me..to put things together so they make sense and not just pass me by without any meaning..and not just present what happen in written form...but then again it takes a good writer..;)there is always time for improvement..inshaAllah...